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September 9th, 2007 at 9:40pm]
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ok so its been so long since ive written anything..but here it goes..I dont really know whats going on in my life right now..its kind of one big blur. I have two jobs right now, not that i cant support myself with one, its so i can have extra cash.  I try not to keep a lot of free time on my hands..  Ive been hanging out with the greatest of people lately..and I dont think i would really change any of it.  As of right now, my love life is not really at a stand still..but its kind of just going slow, which is really good though. I guess John and I are getting back together soon.. were planning a trip to the mountains for Thanksgiving, and I cant wait.  I dont really know how to take us, but for now im just going with it..NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAYS ABOUT IT.. Im staying with my sister right now in walker, her fiance is going to be in Alabama for the next 3 months and im going to keep her company..I dont really know what else to add..
So untill next entry.. *muah*

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October 12th, 2005 at 3:15pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

I dont know why im listening to this gay song? But whatever..
Yeah im excited I got Senior Favorites :"> I got it with my ex..its weird..it doesnt seem like we dated..but it was back then in like 4th grade then in jr. high..lol..hes cool though..
I was actually tied for two things but had to choose one..
Lauren called me last night but i didnt answer because i was so tired..i'll call her today...She probably heard someone in Holden was talking about her and wants to ask me about it..(Im the only person she calls for that info.)
Everyones going to the 13th Gate Friday night...We all went last year..I think it was last year? Anyways they invited me to go but i dont think you can go to things like that when your pregnant? Besides When i went last time the people infront of us were pissing me off bc Bloody Mary was getting up off of the bed and everyone was walking slow..the "train" like to have given me a heart attack..and I thought i was going to tear the back of my clothes from walking against the wall in the Texas Chainsaw Massacre room..
I hate how people lie about the dumbest stuff..i was reading some stuff on here and i cant believe how artificial people can be..
Oh well im going to finish my layout in yearbook. :)

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October 11th, 2005 at 3:09pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I got Senior Favorites today :)

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July 11th, 2005 at 12:16pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

These last few days have been real good..
It started when he came to see me at work Friday..he ended up staying from 10:45 till 11:50 when i clocked out..we sat and talked for a few minutes then i went home..
Saturday i woke up and i washed some clothes..went and tanned and came home until work.. I called him on my break..and he told me to come over afterwards..
Mandi and Brittney came to work at closing bc they wanted me to go out with them..they said they dont have as much fun when im not there :">
I ended up staying with him and i was ALMOST late for work Sunday morning.. ;)
I was bored and daydreaming at work when all of the sudden this 14-ish year old boy was walking and a girl came up behind him and pulled his pants down!! I was like OH MY GOD!! Mr. John was laughing bc he saw it too..I was like Mr. John i am NOT bringing them their order :))
After work i went home and took a shower and went to the apartment..he called me then i went over there :"> Im going to skip to this morning bc i dont tell any secrets ;)
...Though i was almost late for school lol..even though i woke up on time and he does live like 10 minutes away ;)
i talked to Brandi and she came out for breakfast with us at my work when we got out of school..
Now im home..and ready waiting on Brandi bc we have to go to LSU to do some shit..then to the mall to spend daddys money

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July 9th, 2005 at 10:23am]
[ mood | giddy ]

Extras was awesome..
Me and Amy were on a mission... :))
Oh..and my manager wants me to go to Club La with her tonight :))

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July 6th, 2005 at 3:50pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

I dont want another pretty face..
I dont want just anyone to hold..
I dont want my love to go to waste..
I want you and your beautiful soul..

Lol..such lies :))

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Tonight I went to Youth Group... [Wednesday
May 25th, 2005 at 12:07am]
at Hosanna
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May 9th, 2005 at 3:25pm]
[ mood | tired ]

This week was good bc i spent it with raven..who is soo unlucky ;) lol
We ended up going to Biloxi on a small vacation..
We found our hotel and it WASNT by the beach :| and there was only ONE bed. :| So we went to the front desk and complained then left..We ended up staying at the Lucky Inn. Once we checked in we did the usual swam, went for a walk, rode around..
I had to keep walking outside bc we didnt get any service in the room so by like the 3rd time i walked outside i had a damn fan club..lol..they would see me walk towards the car and they would all walk out of their room :)).. :|
sunday morning when i woke up i was pissed off! the people next to us were loud at 6-in the morning..Well..It first started when i got like 2 messages on my phone..that woke me up then the people next to us started with their loud asses and by like 7 i was wide awake!
We went shopping and went to the beach..I had tons of fun :)
Im still so tired though..
I popped my toe out of place this morning :| go me!
I guess i'll go watch Napoleon Dynamite again..and take a nap.
I love raven..


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March 30th, 2005 at 7:37pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Geez, last night i got drunk at Adobe..Brandi came up there and then we left..i got sic in the early hours. Yuck! This morning we went to Spring break on the beach baby! :)) It was cloudy and windy..no tan for me :( i'll probably just be wind burnt :|. I feel drained..not from the sun :)) just the wind or being out all day? I dont know..

I need a prom date like really bad :))Anyone wanna go with me? :> . D.j. brought up someone for me to go with..i said no..as always :)
I sould have said yes..err..

I started my new job in Hammond last week :>

I hope we go out tonight, but im also really tired.

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March 26th, 2005 at 7:11pm]
[ mood | ehehe ]

me and brandi are going to hell :))

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September 15th, 2004 at 8:18am]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

Well no effing school! I doubt were gonna go to school anymore this week :) Its kinda good AND bad.
Im doing soo good in school...i have a 3.2 :>
I guess all i needed to do was apply myself.
I hate that were outta school bc my boss said "if school is closed, were closed" I was like well shit on that :|
I ordered my new nextel last night! There on back-order? So its no telling when i'll get it. Shannon is buying my i90 from me for like 40.
Poor Brittens family :( They live in Morgan City, im just glad Shena and them are in New Mexico instead of down here.
I hope the storm goes to like..mexico? lol somewhere other than around here..
I mean i think its HILARIOUS how someone can go from happy..to sad...from depressed...to chipper..
I guess they only take their medicine on certain days ;)
Or their faking for attention..?
I think its the 2nd one :">
If I was only friends with people bc they wanted to kick my ass...i would kill myself.
Its sad how some people are :(
Yesterday Summer called me wanting to go to the mall with her, so I said yeah and she came and picked me up.
Well all i have to say is me and Summer think more allike than what I thought :D
.....*what was said in summers car stays there i guess ;)*
Well we get to the mall and its closed...i was like what a biatch!
So we go riding in downtown hammond :)) I dont know why though :P We were riding around by slu..
Then i came home bc she was going to a party last night and i wasnt in the party-hardy mood...
Im going back to sleep
Love yall :X

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September 13th, 2004 at 2:05pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

Holy shit! Its public!
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August 19th, 2004 at 3:56pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

Well I thought I would write about everything thats going on..
My life is great right now :D Everythings suprisingly going good! I guess I just had to get rid of everything negative..and the negative people.
School is going good, im starting the year off good, im not going to miss any days bc I want to be exempt from my midterms. I make a down payment on my ring tomorrow. Hell yes!
Las night i "thought" my alarm clock was going off so I jumped up, turned on my straightener and brushed my teeth and all that good shit, well I go back in my room and it's 11:19 at night :)) I was like omg? WTF?...What had happened was...My cell phone was ringing and I thought it was my clock :))
Im an IDIOT:">
Well im talking to lauren right now and im probably about to call her..

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July 14th, 2004 at 2:00am]

I love that someone deleted my journal :">
Well it looks like they didnt do a good job bc i had everything saved

Try harder next time ;)
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July 7th, 2004 at 9:31am]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]

Yesterday i went shopping in Mandeville, i got a cute American Eagle shit, *its white with yellow glitter and it says ae lol* then i spent like 64 dollars at Victorias Secret, i didnt buy that much either, 2 big bottles of perfue and like 6 pair of undies? Oh well though, its my money :P
I work everyday this week :|
My first phone bill is gonna be like 84...Im really glad i have unlimited 2-way :))...my 2-way number seems longer than everyone elses :-/ 146*131913*22 ...maybe its just me lol
Somethings wrong with my phone. I have to bring it to nextel today and see what the fork is going on with it :|
I work by myself tonight :| ugh, i HATE working by myself :( its so boring.
I HATE the month of July :|

Love, Me :X

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July 5th, 2004 at 6:50pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

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July 2nd, 2004 at 10:07am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

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June 30th, 2004 at 4:34pm]
[ mood | listless ]

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Im Loving Angels Instead :"> [Monday
June 28th, 2004 at 1:20pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Well this weekend i did what ive been doing-working :)
I had fun though :P
Im getting my nextel hooked up this week *yAy*
At work we had water and ice cream fights...it was fun :"> I love working with Sharina and Brittany...and Tasha too :">
Yesterday this hott guy was hitting on me with his girlfriend *i guess it was his girlfriend* right by him...I was like LORDY!..
Guys are such losers...I mean they tell you one thing, and mean another..Its like they throw you a complete curve just...for fun?
UGH :| Guys suck
Yesterday morning before work i went to Dillards to just go look and I saw the cutest purse. My next paycheck is going to a 140.00 Dooney & Bourkes white multi-color purse :">. It was soo love when i saw it :P..lol
Shena is goin to where-ever Britten lives because Wednesday is his birthday..they are still dating, its soo cute :P. They dated 3 years ago and something just clicked with them again :)
I need to give my dad my paycheck so he can cash it..

Love, Me :*

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June 23rd, 2004 at 10:30am]
[ mood | chipper ]

Yesterday at work this girl from Hibbett came in and we got into a conversation and she was like do u go out around here? I was like are you talkin about here in the mall? She was lke no im talking about out-out..Im like ohh yeaaaahhh :P
Anywhoot she invited me to go to some bars with her and her friends Saturday night after work :P
She said even though im not 18...she said without a doubt, she knows she can get me in where-ever we go..
She said were all gonna go to some party first?
I dont know imma call her tomorrow to find out details..
Uhh...Tasha said her nextel should come in today...*im buying hers* :"> I found 3 new cover-thingys on ebay...and im getting them :D lol
I know how to make the blinky incons on Adobe Image-ready,..but my computer is being gay and isnt saving all the layer thingys :|
Love yall :*

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